I am from Denver, Colorado I met Russell and Denver when he was in the Air Force, I was his girlfriend and I love them with everything I have in my body and I still do still very hard for me. I've been looking for for over 50 years and I've never gotten over him and this hurts really bad. I wouldn't have ever heard him. I couldn't give him up on my mind for the past two years really bad, and I could just feel something was wrong and I lost my baby the love of my life and for some reason I hope and pray that this message gets to his sister so that they know that there was a lady in Denver Colorado that loved your brother almost more than life itself, and I'm still having a major problems dealing with this. I can't stop thinking about him and I cry all the time about him and for him asked me marry him twice when he was in Denver and I told him no not yet. I'm too young so it didn't happen but I want you to know I love him, and I will always carry him in my heart, and I cry for him all the time