uh hey ma it’s me again uh it ur son birthday today trey he’s 12 today nd uh im doing great at school nd the others are to look ma I can’t let uu go yk I go back nd look at the video every time nd I see me breaking down nd I see uu n the casket ma y just y I need uu nd I miss uu so much if I could get just one more hug from you 1 day an hour minute Wtv I just want to see uu again I’ve been missing you so much lately can’t stop thinking about what if I told uu to stay away from that man what if uu was still with me what if I didn’t lie to uu about y I was crying what if uu didn’t meet that man what if uu was still here I have more what ifs but ma I don’t think I could ever let uu go ma I met this girl at school and she is so wonderful perfect nd beautiful I wish uu were here to meet her cs Ik uu woulda accepted me uh but my I’ll be back next time I love uu