I am grieving your loss with you Marla and family. You have no sorrow that God cannot heal. This life is as grass according to Psalm 103:15. Job 1:21 tells us that the Lord gives, and He takes away. I know that Brian will live on in your heart. You will be able to cope as time goes by because God helped me when my husband of nearby 42 years died suddenly of a heart attack. So, I understand your grief. Only God can effectively give you relief, and He will. There are no words that can adequately take care of your sorrows. My prayers are with you. Please know that I care and I share your grief with you.